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Meow...I Miss You..v__v

listening to: nada
drinking: nada
watching: nada

wow..its really fucking cold today lol

not gonna really say much since i'm so damn tired and of course more than likely i'll put in something else later on..hell beans who knows what me and Adrienne will encounter on our drive back home =_____=

i miss Sam-chan so much right now..i felt so bad for him after what happened..i was so worried about him. i'm sure he's fine by now but still, i somewhat understand of what he's going through. Brian is still bein a fantastic ass..i still don't have my tv and other books back yet even though his mom made him promise that he'd get them to my house..yeah right like why should i believe what the hell they say anymore >_>;; Brian is still sending me emails wanting me to meet him at the mailboxes at the front of the neighborhood late at night..i told Sam-chan that today and he said once he gets over here both me and him are gonna go over to see him..i freaked out of course..i don't want stuff to happen..i know i shouldn't complain and then decline the protection of someone that i deeply care about..its just the thought of finally having fun with someone i utterly adore with all thats left of my aching heart..and then having to go through retard drama crap..

i think i even angered Sam-chan a bit when i said no..i didn't mean to if i did..i just don't want Brian to ruin our happiness during his holiday here ^^

i mean it..i'm so getting to the point where..i feel as if i would do anything for him..i really haven't met someone as sweet and caring as Sam-chan is..and so fucking hot..my gods i remember the first time i saw a pic of him on okcupid...::sigh:: completely lost my breath..i couldn't stop staring at him..must of been no more than 13-15 minutes of just staring and then blinking at the sexiness XD

i really can't believe how blessed i am to have such a sweet man in my life..hee..i know mom would warm up to him somehow..she's always been nice to all my friends and boyfriends ^^ i just hope her being at work would make her oblivious that Sam-chan is actually living there for three months XD..well..i did pull off more than a week with Joe staying at the house that one summer..pretty sure i can do it again..damn..too bad mom doesn't work at the old elementary school or else it would be like..perfect lol

well i guess i should go off to bed and warm up, so damn cold! ::wraps arms around self::...nani....::feels chest::.....=__=....thats it!! i'm turning the damn a/c off!!!!!!!!!!!!!...hope the world doesn't *blip* from the universe as i do so...they can fucking wait until me and Sam-chan are together dammit!!!!!

oy..yesh..well more later i suppose

::blows kiss at Sam-chan:: ^^ couldn't help it..had to do it!!! XD

9:08 a.m. - Tuesday, October 18, 2005

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