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I Am So Fucking Lost @___@

listening to: damn..i'm still so sleepy i forgot to turn on the moozak x_X
drinking: nada
watching: nada
feeling: groggy, sleepy, itchy, and alot of other things >_>

oooooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy

i had so many fucked up dreams..its making my head hurt..@______@

first dream! i was in my room in the dark with the window open talking to sexy sexy sexy Sam-chan on the phone..and there was like over 30 cars parked outside cuz my new neighbors next door were cool bastards and were having a party, blaring Arch Enemy and and..i kept telling Sam-chan that i wanted to go next door cuz i wanted to be a cool kid!!!!!!!!!!

second dream was something to do with Walmart @__@ me and Adrienne and for some unknown reason, Sailor Jupiter from the live action Sailor Moon series was with us @____@ we were walking around looking for something, it was goddamn crowded as fuck in there too and i got taken away by Whoopie Goldberg cuz she was pissed off cuz she couldn't find some little kid book with bumble bees on them...I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!!!!!!!!!! and then after me, Adrienne, and Sailor Jupiter left..i think Krystal was with us..uhhh some jackass was selling Sailor Jupiter's motorcycle to two other guys..i got really pissed off and ran after the asshole's on the bike, knocked them down and gave Sailor Jupiter her bike back...then when we got back to Adrienne's house..the same guy who tried to sell Sailor Jupiter's bike followed us..and was trying to sell Adrienne's car to his friend..which was a really small bald midget x_______X somehow the guy got into Adrienne's room, stole her keys was all meh! i got pissed off once again and tried getting the keys back..somehow magickally he didn't have them anymore and the bald midget did..so i was in her backyard chasing after the little fucker, got fed up and threw a rock at his head...he fell down unconscious, i took the keys back and the big burly guy was pissed off i hurt his little buddy..i walked back inside into Adrienne's room and kicked him out of her room..for some reason in the dream there was a back door in Adrienne's room behind her bed x____X

the third dream kinda scared the hell outa me cuz it was about goddamn fucking ZOMBIES!!!!!!! and i hate goddamn fucking ZOMBIES!!!!!!!!!! i don't remember much of how it started..but it was me, Adrienne, Sam-chan, Anthony and alot of other people i don't really remember..we were chased by the zombies into the highschool football field..we were tired of all the running we had done so we were hiding on top of the bleachers, the zombies below us begging for food..one of us was dripping blood down at the zombies, taunting them..sorta like what Rain was doing in Resident Evil x__X oh yeah i forgot my sister was in it too..cuz she was the one that almost fell down below x______X which scared the fuck outa me cuz yeah...pissed off zombie sister=not good..we got away from them for a little bit..we fell asleep and i got woken up from people during the day..it was like some fucked up town where during the day humans walk about doing they're business but at night, the zombies come out and cause chaos...yeah..well anyways..i woke up and everyone was gone..they left me behind cuz i don't know..people were being normal though..guys were playing football in the field..children running around laughing and playing..so i got down from the bleachers and walked over to some little girl who couldn't speak english x__X..her teacher wanted me to make her a sign that said S-M-R-T FOURTH GRADERS!! @_________@ so i did..and..yeah..apparently the humans during the day..they end up turning into a zombie sometimes and the little girl was gonna turn into a zombie..she kept wanting to hug me but i kept telling her to "fuck off..i'm trying to finish this goddamn poster" and she looked really sad..which made me sad..so yeah..after i finished the poster..i ended up hugging the little girl..which made her happy..which then she almost bit me and i kind threw her down and ran away x__X i ran up to the front of the highschool..and hellbeans there was alot of fire and dead people and cars all over the place..lots of blood too..well i sat down on the front stairs to put my shoes on..and i felt someone near me..when i looked up it was Willy!! from the fucking Simpsons..with a goddamn chainsaw!!! lol..he was trying to kill me @__@ mostly cuz i wasn't in class and i was disturbing his peace..he hacked off one of my arms..which magickally grew back @__@ and i ran away from the crazed Scottsman. i walked around a bit trying to figure out why the fuck did people leave me behind..i got sad and started to cry cuz i sure as hell was lonely and didn't want to be stuck in that town when it was nighttime again..suddenly i saw the fucking people!! THEY LEFT ME ALONE WITH CRAZY PEOPLE SO THEY CAN GET FUCKING DONUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was pissed off but happy cuz i wasn't lonely anymore..but i started running across a field of grass that was infront of the school..and yeah...ol' crazy Willy was on his lawnmower..screaming "MY PRECIOUS GRASS!!! YOU GONNA DIE!!!!!!" i was running towards people laughing..but then i turned around and Willy's coming right for me about to cut me into bits..so i start to scream my fucking head off and run far far away..

yay dreams!!!!

::sigh:: i'm not really sure what triggered all of this but meh..whatever..i got woken up around noon to something joyous..and i'm being very fucking sarcastic about that..::sigh:: Brian was at the door banging, i opened it and he's yelling at me about "why the fuck did you drag me down here when i can be doing something important" >_>; i asked him about the rest of my stuff and he says he's too busy..he looked at me and said "well is that it" i said yes and slammed the door in his face..i'm not in the fucking mood for that kind of shit..no fucking sir..i watched him walk away past my window, muttering about some kind of crap..whatever..blah..i have someone better anyways who knows how to fucking treat a chick goddammit!!!!!!!! meow..my darling Sam-chan..i misses you alot..really wish you were there when i went back to sleep cuz i felt like crying again..not sure why but i did..lol instead i fell back to sleep and had that goddamn zombie dream..

::sigh:: i miss talking to my Sam-chan alot..but since i did sleep in late today should go by a bit faster..lol the sun is already gone..except for the western horizon..still a small tad of blue and yellow left..hee i love the fall and winter..w00t for longer nights!!!!!!!

blah..should get going and take me a bath..i still feel all icky >_<

later bitches!!

6 MORE DAYS TILL MY SAM-CHAN IS IN MY ARMS!!!!! XD

5:53 p.m. - Thursday, November 3, 2005

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