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::Sits In The Corner And Glares At The Clock:: GODDAMMIT GO FASTER!!!!!!!!

listening to: Agony Scene
drinking: water
watching: nada
feeling: a mixture of excitement and extreme depression

goddammit what the hell is wrong with me?

i'm crying cuz Sam-chan just signed off to pack and clean up and leave for the airport..i'm crying cuz i miss him so fucking much..and yet..he's leaving to come stay with me.....

I MAKE ALL THE FUCKING SENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

meow..i don't know..guess i'm just nervous about his safety..hell beans he's gonna be fucking flying planes for like..19 hours or so..that and he's sick >_< poor baby has a chest infection..but he's been getting better and the doctor said its okies for him to fly

oy..i wish i didn't have to wait so long for him to be here...but oh well..i'm definitely making today go by fast x__X

gonna clean up mom's room like she asked me to do >_>;;, clean up kitchen, clean up living room, clean up my bathroom and finally teh cardboard box! (a.k.a. mein room x_X) and then after that..make me some dinner, read the rest of Adrienne's book (HOLY HELL BEANS I LOVE IT!!) and then pass out for i only slept four hours today @__@ goddamn mail lady banging on the door =__= at first when i woke up i thought it was Adrienne and inside my head i was screaming "ITS FUCKING WEDNESDAY ALREADY!!!!?????" but yeah..i looked outside and instead of teh Buick its some red soccer mom van thing x__X

anyways..yeah..i had me a very interesting dream today as well..probably no thanks to reading like seven chapters of Adrienne's book, Submission and this one really good DBZ fanfic before falling asleep x__X (yesh people a actual good DBZ fanfic..blows my mind too >_>;;)

i was a princess and Sam-chan was a prince and he demanded to take me away x_X and he was going on about how he's really good with..er...stuff...happy funtime stuff...heh heh heh..

also something about me walking in the woods and trying to find a certain lake >_>;;

i don't know..my mind is acting retarded, which is normal i suppose..

..blah.....meow.....I MISS GODDAMN SAM-CHAN!!!!!!! @_____________@

::harsh sigh:: i guess i should go off and watch a movie before dying numerous times trying to fix this damn house up before tomorrow crawls slowly along >_<

gods how i fucking miss him T___________T;;;

later bitches

several hours later: OH HAPPY FUCK!! THE HOUSE HAS BEEN CLEANED!!! AND I MEAN ITS REALLY DAMN CLEAN!!!! EVEN MY CARDBOARD BOX SMELLS LIKE FLOWERS!! X__X WTFX!!!???

blah..yeah..had to get that out >_>;;; well i got alot of good news..some little old water fountain thing my mom gave me for my birthday along time ago actually still works so now after typing in this crap i get to lay down and read and hear the sound of water flowing ^^ yay peaceful noises!! and even something better!! while i was cleaning up my bathroom..after i was done wiping down the counter and sink..i glared at my dead toilet and decided to go ahead and see what the hell was wrong with it....i took my mom's bucket, filled it up and poured water in the tank AND THE FUCKER FLUSHED!!! ITS ALIVE!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA!!! I R HAPPY!!!! MY BATHROOM CAN THRIVE ONCE AGAIN!!!!! @___@

i swear i'm not crazy..::cough cough::...still not using it until i clean it with proper disinfectant stuff though >_>;;;

blah..i still miss my sweet sexy Sam-chan but i'm a bit better now that the night is almost over and it shall be Wednesday...::sigh:: i can't wait..these next three months is gonna be so fucking awesome ^^

well i'm going away now to eat mein dinner, get my sheets washed along with my dragon tapestry too and then finally SLEEP!!!! ::sigh:: dreaming of that sexy sexy man Sam-chan ^^

once again, later bitches

1 MORE FUCKING DAY TILL SAM-CHAN IS IN MY ARMS!!!!! XD

4:54 p.m. - Tuesday, November 8, 2005

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