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Damn You Subconcious!!! I've Had It With Your Shit!!!!!!

listening to: System of a Down
drinking: milk
watching: Timmy trying to hypnotize the cats....i don't even wanna know why...

ugh..i feel so miserable right now..my arm hurts alot, stupid bed. i miss my futon!!

anyways the cast page is finally done!! just need to put in the pictures and just about everything will be done. w00t!

i feel alot like crap, mostly cuz of my dream..it was just all wrong..very very wrong. i was in the bedroom with goth Chris doing things that i'm only allowed to do with Brian!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!???????? at least i woke up alone cuz if Brian was still in bed i would feel like even more shit...i really hate dreams like that. it always makes me feel like this relationship will never work. and this isn't the only time i've had these dreams...AND WHY THE HELL IS GOTH CHRIS IN ALL OF THEM!!!!!!!!!?????? i don't see Chris like that anymore dammit!! stupid subconcious! i'd kill you if you weren't a part of me you bastard!!!!

::cough cough::......i'm okay..really! but seriously why the hell are these dreams always happening? maybe cuz i really miss him?

i suppose i'll never know.

1:08 p.m. - Monday, June 6, 2005

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