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Come On!!!!! Gimme The Job!!!!!! I'm A Responsible Adult!!!....sometimes...

listening to: Children of Bodom
drinking: some type of lemonade people bought from Boston Market
watching: meh who cares

T_____T i am in major fucking pain T_____T

nothing much really going on at the moment, i've been sitting here since 6:00 downloading music and now its finally done!!!!!! once this damn CD is finally burned, i can finally lay down. as much as i hate those nazi couches, they seem way more comfortable than this damn computer chair >__>

my happy hardcore moozak CD consists of all the good stuff:

Nile--War March
Arch Enemy--Enemy Within
Still Remains--White Walls
Deicide--Fuck Your God
Children of Bodom--Bed of Razors
Cannibal Corpse--Hammer Smashed Face
Dimmu Borgir--Satan My Master
Bleeding Through--Wake of Orion
Dying Fetus--Streaks of Blood
Hatebreed--Before Dishonor
Dark Funeral--Hail Murder
Children of Bodom--Wrath Within
Shadows Fall--Eternal
Deicide--Kill The Christian
Dying Fetus--Raped On The Altar
Arch Enemy--Heart of Darkness
Arch Enemy--We Will Rise
Hatebreed--Smash Your Enemies
Nile--Churning The Maelstrom
Bleeding Through--Dead Like Me
Dimmu Borgir--Tormentor of Christian Souls

it pisses me off cuz i couldn't find anything from Lamb of God, Mayhem or Polterchrist =_____= it makes me angry dammit. but i'm very happy with the new mix CD i made. probably one of the best i made yet.

hell i didn't go to sleep till eight or nine in the morning. noises kept waking me up -_____-

i really can't wait till we move so i can have a room, along with a new stereo system so i can listen to music whenever the hell i damn will please.

lately i have been thinking of asking my neighbor Amy if people at Target need any hiring for the night shift. i was offered it once sometime last year but because of "unreliable transportation" there was nothing i could do about it. and everytime i think about it, working from about 10:00 p.m.-7:00 a.m., $7 an hour, it sure as hell sounds tempting...very tempting...

lets face it dammit, we're not moving anytime soon. in fact i'm sure we're going to be staying for another year here. it doesn't bother me, but if thats so than i want and need a job. i wanna feel responsible for once!! that and buy things..many pretty things from Hottopic that i feel is necessary to have...

i can only hope if i do get to have it. even better, Adrienne said that if i get it and once i move, if stupid Bethleham, Pennsylvania has a Target there, i don't have to quit, just get transferred. that would be bitchin.

and the only colors i get to wear is red and black..definitely works for me..

well it is now technically Sunday. meh..i just hope that we don't live in those kind of neighborhoods where people come to your house and ask you about finding Jesus.....i shudder at the thought...

time to go start and finish Resident Evil Volume #2!! ack..hope i don't have another zombie dream..Wednesday night i dreamed about zombies..zombies of all the colors of the rainbow!! and there was this neon green zombie holding some persons jaw..made me giggle..

now i shall depart and see what the night holds for me...it better be good...

12:09 a.m. - Sunday, July 10, 2005

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