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Another Wonderful Day Of No Happy!
listening to: the blood pulsing in my damn temples
drinking: nada
watching: nada
GODDAMN MOTHER FUCKING SHIT COCKSUCKER!!!!!!!!!!
obviously from that line above, it means i am in pain. i've been in pain for the last few days. i don't even know what the hell is going on but its really starting to piss me off. i've been taking 8-10 aspirins every day and nothing is happening! i just woke up and there the pain was, the right side of my jaw. and now the pain is spreading to my ear and even the back of my throat. Brian thinks its a ripped tendon or muscle. if so than it better fucking heal fast cuz the pain is unbearable. i am so fucking close to ripping out my throat. the pain is somewhat like what my left leg was going through that one night, i just want to rip open stuff and make it bleed so the pain can fuck off!!!!
onto other news! i woke up at 5:30 this morning so me, Adrienne and Krystal can sell plasma to get some moolah. i really wanted the money so i can start saving up for when i go to Cali. next month.
and i repeat: i woke up at 5:30 in the morning to do this.
once they called my name they took me away from friends and the crack addicted people, and the lady started poking and prodding my arm to find the vein. she couldn't do it so she asked other ladies to poke and prod my arm and neither of them could find it so they said sorry we can't do it, go away. i asked do i still get paid and the lady said no.
AND I FUCKING REPEAT I WOKE UP AT GODDAMN 5:30 IN THE FUCKING MORNING, FORCED TO TEAR AWAY FROM THE COMFY FUCKING BED TO BE TAKEN TO THE ONE OF THE MANY AREAS FILLED WITH CRACK HEADS!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate to no end
so after that crap, me and Krystal waited outside while Adrienne got poked and prodded with needles. we mostly talked about the annoyance of Jose, how hot Shagrath from Dimmu Borgir is, etc. and we were once interrupted by some old man walking through the parking lot. his eyes were really bloodshot and yellow and he pointed and laughed at me yelling, "WE GET YOUR KIND AROUND HERE SOMETIMES!!! I KNOW HOW IT IS!! YOUR KIND NEEDS TO GET MONEY TOO!!!" and he walked away laughing.
now normally i wouldn't give a fuck but i must be honest, i was very creeped out.
especially when we watched him walked down past the porn shop and he stopped at the tattoo parlor and started laughing and waving towards the people inside. then he started dancing like a real drunkard, waving his arms in the air like he's having a seizure. me and Krystal hugged each other laughing our asses off. after a while, Angel came by and took Krystal away and i didn't feel like going back inside with the crack heads so i stood by the car and continued to read my Resident Evil book. it was getting pretty good, until some church lady gave me a Jesus brochure.
ugh goddammit!! can't people just leave me alone!!!
i decided to partially hide myself and sat down on the ground and not even 10 minutes Adrienne came out. i was so happy to get out of there! sorry but i am not going back there again! i've had my fill for the rest of my fucking life.
we left and tried to figure out what was open at 9:00 in the morning. there wasn't alot of choices so we went by Ed McKay's. there was few games and CD's i wanted. i was really fucking surprised to see a Dead Kennedy's CD there. there was also one CD that intrigued me...and now i don't remember what the hell the band was called. i thought the cover was funny, had a creepy mutated fish on the front. i'm pretty sure it started with a M. oh well i'll figure it out when my head doesn't feel like it wants to die.
after that we headed home, i really wanted a nap but once we got there me and Adrienne decided to harrass the kittens. they are so fucking huge now!!! and fucking noisy, yet so goddamn cute!!! once we have things back up at home, i'll have to put pictures of the little bastards somewhere on here.
yuppers things are still boring. still playing Mario Sunshine hours on end. its driving me fucking crazy i swear.
this Thursday, me, Adrienne and the retarded family are all going out to eat cuz tomorrow is Timmy's 10th birthday but since we're money fucked till Thursday we can't do anything. also Thursday will be Adrienne's Breaking From The Womb Day.
well my head is screaming at me so i'm going back home and going to sleep. its the only way to get rid of feeling pain is sleeping and yet its still fucking there when i wake up....
FUCK! JUST LET ME TEAR IT OPEN!!!!
9:50 p.m. - Monday, July 25, 2005
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My Necrotic Regulus Lives Once More....
Happy Breaking From The Womb Day To Meh
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