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Either The Plague Or Death In A Box...Whatever It Is I Got It
listening to: Marilyn Manson is singing in my head ^__^
drinking: nada
watching: these little weird white balls of fluff fly around the room
hello happy children and how are you doing today? yeah really? wow. fuck you too guy.
blarg i have been so out of it all day. i woke up feeling so miserable so i cheered myself up with a hot bath. didn't really work so i went back to sleep and woke up with a high fever. it was not happy german fun at all. Brian kept insisting that i sweat the fever out. i knew it was for the best but i kept throwing the blankets off on the floor.
the pain has been driving me crazy all fucking day. my right eye still won't stop twitching, i've been having weird pains on the right side of the back of my head, and the right side of my jaw is back to kicking my ass. and even worse yet!!! the left side of my face is so numbed down, i tried punching and bitch slapping myself and i don't feel a thing!! i'm not sure if this is good or bad. but its really starting to piss me off!! i can't drink or talk properly!!! whenever i drink the water from my bottle, it dribbles out!! and i figured out that i can't utter words that have f's, b's, v's, or p's in them!!
WTF!!!!!!!!???????
fuck it better not be permanent or else i'm gonna be a sad panda
from 11:00 a.m. till about an hour ago i've been chugging aspirin, cough drops, cereal, and that nasty cherry flavored soar throat spray. i'm really surprised i haven't turned into a vegetable yet >___>;;
mostly i've been sitting in the room blaring music and playing Metroid Prime, it got real boring so i mustered up the last of my energy and walked down here to momma's and see what there was to do on the internet. its going to be a bitch walking back, i can tell. its 98 degrees out there and already i feel like i'm about to collapse. i fucking loathe summer.
i fucking hope tomorrow things will be better. i'm so tired of being in pain!! hmph..i'm just reminded myself of something...ever since i hit 10 years old, i've always thought that i would die before i hit 20. and here i am less than a months way till my 20th birthday and i'm falling apart. well if its going to happen make it quick damn yous!!!
holy fuck i had three weird ass dreams!!!
the first one was like in anime style. some guy was riding a bike in Japan. he wasn't used to it and was riding on the right side of the road. someone yelled at him and he went on the left side behind a car that was about to do a left turn. he stopped and saw some kid on a scooter do a front flip and landed in dirt. he picked the kid up and wrapped in a blanket and the only thing the kid could say was "NURSE!!!" he got back on the bike and took the kid to the hospital. the next day he was in his neighborhood riding the damn bike still and stopped under a huge tree. suddenly the tree was giving birth to babies. it was fucking raining babies on the guy!!! and they were screaming "NURSE!!!" he screamed and ran home and his front lawn and his house was filled with sunflowers screaming "GIVE US MORE!!!" he ran inside the house and killed himself.
the second dream was me, Adrienne, and Brian were going on a field trip, and it costed it $100. we didn't have any money so we sneaked on the bus. we were going to this huge four story mall for some reason. it even had a Wal-Mart inside..and of course thats where we went to. Brian was hanging out with a bunch of cute guys and they were throwing cheese everywhere while me and Adrienne just sat there and watched the magnificent cheese war.
and the last dream was of course about zombies. nothing really to say except there were exactly 800 zombies killing of humans in a small town and Captain Spalding was the leader of the humans and he got pissed off cuz i kicked a bucket over.....
goddamn...fevers can really fuck your subconscious up....
fuck...i'm leaving for the night. i'm craving to fall asleep in soft bountiful pillows...wink wink nudge nudge say no more!
later bitches
10:07 p.m. - Wednesday, July 27, 2005
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My Necrotic Regulus Lives Once More....
Happy Breaking From The Womb Day To Meh
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