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HAPPY HAPPY FUCKING JOY JOY XD

listening to: Mudvayne on teh cd player ^^
drinking: nada
watching: nada

::yawns::

hee..talking to Sam-chan today really made me happy..cuz he's finally coming over here to visit me..FOR THREE MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!! XD I'VE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY IN MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HE'S GONNA BE HERE FOR TEH CONCERTS NEXT MONTH WITH DIECAST AND HATEBREED!!!!!!! I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!

he's also gonna be here for his birthday..hee..wanna save up some money and get him something nice ^^

i know there's not alot to do around here in this stupid town but i'm sure we can find some things to entertain ourselves for three months ^^

he says he wants to take me back with him..fuck how much i would love to finally get away from this place but i don't know if i'd be able to..::shudders:: my mom would bite my head off majorly if i ask her that >_>;;; i'm not even sure if i'm gonna even tell her Sam-chan is from New Zealand!!!! waaahhhhhhhh i don't wanna die right when i get to have actual happiness!!!! >_<

hee..i'm so happy i have him in my life though ^^ he really makes me smile alot..::squeels:: he even wants to take me out to dinner!!! -^______^- it would be nice but there really isn't good enough places around here, at least somewhere where damn families won't be gawking at us -.-;;;;;;;; gods i can see it now:

some angry mom lady: *glares at me and Sam-chan, points at us and looks at her brats* NEVER GROW UP TO BE LIKE THOSE BASTARDIZE PEOPLE!!!

lol silly cunt..as much as i don't want it, i have my dad's last name and i'm pretty damn sure Sam-chan has his so MEH!!!! XP

meow..i can't wait i really really fucking can't wait ^^

it still makes me so sad though!! he gets here like at..what was it..somewhere around ten at night..and he's gonna have to wait for me and Adrienne to retrieve him..so he's gonna have to wait like maybe three hours..nnnoooooooo what if some crazy guy comes and does something!!!

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::GASP::

WHAT IF CRAZY HAT MAN DOES SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!????????? OR THAT CRAZED DRUNKARD THAT SCARED THE LIVING HELL OUTA ME AND KRYSTAL DOWN AT THE PLASMA PLACE THAT ONE MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????

NNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

MY POOR SWEET SEXY SAM-CHAN!!!!!

hee..but at least the backseat will be ours when we go home ^^ ::sigh:: its been too long since i last cuddled with someone that i truely care about...my Lords Satan, Beelzebub, Azazel and my Lady Astaroth truely has blessed me with someone so sweet and loving in my life..i really don't know when the last time i've been so happy..i don't know and right now i don't care..i just know that i can't wait to have him here so i can tell him..heh..and show him exactly how much he means to me, how much he really makes me feel...

::sigh::

having Sam-chan in my life just utterly kicks ass ^^

sometime around four in the afternoon: hee something to do..i think Sam-chan might like this in a way ^^

lol i also had to put this name in too, just for the hell of it!!

8:27 a.m. - Monday, October 17, 2005

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